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I’m not sure I believe there is gonna be a dawn. I’ve spent two months searching for a job to no avail, and now I find that the relief agencies nearby aren’t much help either. Our savings are nearly gone-I spent most of the last of it to keep the electricity on so our food won’t spoil and the pets won’t die.

I tried to sell some of my instruments, and no takers at any reasonable price. So I’ll probably sell them at unreasonable prices in some effort to keep a roof over our heads for another month so I can keep pounding the pavement. Merry Christmas! Our court date for eviction proceedings is 12/23. These assholes that run this complex soaked me for an additional month’s deposit after everything was in motion-after I’d paid the deposit to the movers and gotten completely committed. The movers soaked me for an extra 600.00. I just paid most of the last of our money to keep the electricity on.

Tomorrow I’m embarking on a rerun of my first week’s efforts, hitting all of the local places with resumes, applications, phone calls, and my increasingly desperate presence.

How desperate? Pretty damn desperate. Just about desperate enough to freakin’ pray. And I’m an agnostic leaning toward atheism. Probably won’t help but can’t hurt.

If you’d like to make a donation to the cause, go to Digital Charity, where I’ve setup an anonymous donation thing, since I’m offically a charity case now.
There’s also Wish Upon a Hero, where I’ve set up a similar page.

Yeah. Boy, didn’t that feel great. Good goddamn thing I sold my gun back in New York.